sabulana: (...Oh.)

Here's your birthday fic~ I hope you like it. <3

Title: Gaia's Pack
Characters: Zack, Sephiroth, Aerith, others
Rating: PG
Warnings: AU with the characters as wolves.
Summary: A birthday request for Eco. The forests of Midgar are ruled by ruled by the wolves. Nothing goes on that the Alpha, Sephiroth, does not hear about - or so he thinks, until he discovers a wolf pup he's never encountered before within the forest borders.

Gaia's Pack
sabulana: (brb commiting suicide)


I haven't yet mentioned how much I hate this time of year yet, have I? Well. I do.

Except for the part where there are daffodils in the garden. Not growing yet but they'll be there by the end of the month, weather permitting.

The first of a bunch of birthdays is coming up soon, starting on the 5th - My mother's, then there's another on the 7th, 9th, 19th, 1st April, 6th (mine!) and finally ending on the 8th April. Unless I've forgotten anyone. >_> Rinoa on the 3rd ffffff

Plus there are probably going to be other things happening - Mother's Day is soon, I think and even though my family generally doesn't do anything for that, it is expected that I will help my boyfriend get something for his mother. It's not that I don't love my female relatives, but Mother's Day has always been overlooked because we never went out to buy cards for people - I mean, why should I buy an overpriced card to let my mother/gran/whoever know I love them? And why should I wait for that one 'special' day to do it? Besides, my gran used to tell me about how the traditional Mother's  Day gift was a handful of crocuses so I would usually just go pick a bunch of flowers out of her garden for her.

...There is a blackbird eyeing my oddly through the window... o.O

Anyway. There was a reason for this ramble.

If March is so hectic and demands much of my time away from the computer, this really is not the best time for me to be considering - yet again - to app a new character to the Wake. >_> Of course, I have canon reviews to do first but... I really want to. ffff

But really, I should be concentrating on my plans for the characters already there. Sephiroth is going to be involved in the new event, hallucinating and being all crazypants for a while. Lymle is being left out of that even though I do have an idea of what could happen to her... but I don't want her to have to go through the hallucinations and the trauma. Seph can handle it though, and after talking with Eco, I think it can be a big part of his character develpoment. I'm getting really excited for it now but it's been moved back to Saturday - when I will be unable to get online, I think. I'm going to draft posts for the days I can't get online and save them so I can just copy/paste whatever I need to if I do get 5 minutes online or something. ^^;

Lymle... probably only going to get thrown at random people some more until the event, at which point she will be hiding from all the crazies. >_> At some point, I'm sending her for another canon update once I decide where to update her to - which might not be until the end of the game but we'll see... maybe to just before the final battle, then bring her back for a bit to check up on her friends in Nautilus and send her back to the final boss or something. >.> Plenty of time to decide though, and work to do in the meantime... >.> /gets back to work...
sabulana: (Sword swallowing wtf)
Uh... y'know how I was doing NaNo and all and then fell behind...?

This is what I did instead of catching up.

Title: The Morning After
Fandom: Final Fantasy VII/Alternate Universe 
Characters: Sephiroth, Cloud,
Rating: PG-13ish
Genre: romance, fluff, sorta angsty a bit I guess.
Disclaimer: I don't own the characters.
Warnings: Mentions of sex and alcohol.
Summary: Cloud POV. After getting really drunk at a club, Cloud wakes up next to a complete stranger.
Words: 2630

The Morning After )
sabulana: (Default)
I have little motivation for anything today. I woke up feeling fine but then an hour or so later, I started getting bad stomach pains that would last maybe fifteen minutes or so, then go away and then come back again later. They seem to have stopped for the moment though...  I've not had any for a while.

I've kept RP to a minimum pretty much though. I have a few tags I owe but no motivation to do that. Most are for less cheerful things and I need cheery to keep me happy today. Hence posting Sephiroth's kitty invasion. He's still got a couple left to give out.

Also have to do a little post with Lymle, I think. She still needs to learn Bending so she can get her doggie back but in the mean time, she gets a plushie version. I might do the post of it later.

For now, I'm researching things for my NaNoWriMo novel. I've been plotting it out and have a few ideas of things to include. I don't want it all serious all the time, despite the brewing war between the oblivious humans and faeries. Hence the. Uh. Drunk trolls and lesbian make out scene between two water nymphs...

Eco, I still can't believe you quoted that on your Lifestream...

And then... well, idk.

I want to do arts for my characters but I suck at drawing. Maybe I should try anyway. >.> But I need paper and things.... >_<


Finally managed to turn off that LJ Times thing. Whoo~

And now I'm thinking November can't come fast enough. I want to get started on this story, even though my MC hasn't even got a name yet. I have no idea what to call her. I'm not even sure how old she is. She's a teenager but ...14/15/16/17/18/what? >.>;;
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Four more days until I can buy BBS. That'll cost me £25. Might get another book too... plus money for travel... fffff I need to work out how much I'm going to spend so I can get some more icon space for Lymle, Albel and possible Aziraphale as well, if I can find more icons of him. ^^; 15 icons just isn't enough. >_> If I don't get icon space for Azira, I'll get some on my personal journal. After that, what I don't spend is going to go into a savings account~ Sabby's gonna try to save up now.

And I also have to remember to go into the bank tomorrow to request a new card. Mine's about to expire. >_< I've been meaning to do it for weeks... And I'll have to get all the money things sorted out by Friday next week because I doubt the card will arrive by then. >.>;;

I woke up really early this morning, even though I'd had a...relatively early night. I had a few odd dreams though and woke up feeling a bit unsettled. I don't remember clearly what they were about though. I came downstairs early, played some .Hack and FFX but then I fell asleep again and the dreams returned. Still don't even know what I was dreaming about... Maybe it was just my anxiety over Lymle's acceptance getting to me? I was a little worried she was going to get buried under all the popular characters in the game but when I woke up, she had a few more replies. >.> What? I get nervous for cute little Lymle. >.> And already I would love castmates for her...

Already planning her canon updates but. ffff I realised a couple days ago, just before getting the acceptance notice, that I kinda. Mixed up what her abilities are likely to be at the point in time I took her from. >.> I was estimating her to be about level 20 but I forgot to check out the abilities she could have gained by then and so she's actually at a quite unrealistic level 28. >.> But I guess it doesn't really matter because she can't use any of her abilities yet anyway. When she realises she can't summon Cerberus for a while, she's going to be really upset though. ;-;

Also. Sephiroth thinks Goten is a mini-Zack. fffff

And... I need more to do with Azira, I think. I did tag a post with him last night...but only after hours of agonising over it and drinking half a glass of wine. >.>;;;
sabulana: (Hugplz)
FML. Just... FML. /collapses in a heap.

I've not been feeling too good these last couple weeks. I don't want to go into too much detail because it'll just make me worry about myself again and I've no wish to make myself out to be a hypochondriac or something. I've got a doctor's appointment though but it's not until the 23rd. If it keeps up though, I can phone up beforehand and request an earlier appointment - but only if I phone before 8:30.

Jobcentre appointment tomorrow. Can't tell you how much I'm not looking forward to it. Going to request switching to another branch though. I hate going through to the Shields branch for reasons I can't put into words. I just. Don't like it.

And the last advisor I had there was a bitch.

Supposed to be RPing too. Sephiroth needs to make his return to life in [ profile] thewake_rp  but I just... have no motivation for him right now. Instead, I'm throwing a flailing Aziraphale at just about everyone. XD I need the lightheartedness of his worrying about everyone more than I need Sephiroth's worry and regret over his actions these last couple weeks.

Oh, I'll get it all done, of course. He's more than due to return now. It's been a week, after all. But Azira is at his most active since he was accepted. It's kinda fun. ^^;
sabulana: (Hugplz)

I am so nervous now. D:

This plot with Sephiroth is coming to a close. The final battle log has been posted up. Sephiroth is waiting for his enemies to come and take him and Zack on.

I really hope I can make this as epic as it deserves.

Action-tagging too. The first part is... less action-tagging because I wanted to set the scene properly but everything that comes after should be action tagging. I did make a note about it. fffff Did I make it noticeable enough?


So much for my relaxed attitude. I'm now worrying so so much about it. ;-; I've been saying for days 'whatever happens, just relax and go with it' but this it. Really. The end of this plot. It's a big thing for me. The first time I've really plotted and planned and stuff. And people want to be involved. It's... and awesome feeling. I just feel I fail too much to make it good.

ffff Oh hell.

I'm going to go find something not stressful to do. Take a few hours off from checking The Wake. Play a game or something.

Or write. I typed out 4 pages of a chapter for the fic I wrote last November. I really should finish that.

Yeah. I'll do that.
sabulana: (don't cry for me)
Ever since I came off hiatus at The Wake, I've been trying to do something about my activity levels. I'm not hugely confident in my abilities still but...well, the only complaint I've had so far is about said activity levels. I posted an open log last Thursday but there have been no replies yet. I don't think there will be either. *shrugs* It's discouraging but...

Well, there's the current event going on now. That's got everyone distracted. Who wants to go back through days of posts when there are shiny new things where lots of people are high? >.> Even Sephiroth is high. He's high of the slightly-vacant, can't-keep-up-with-his-brain kind of thing. He comes out with some really random things. Zack's room trying to eat him, for one. There is no evidence, Seph. Where did you get that idea from? XD I've made a couple tags in other people's entries too. I figure where's the harm? At least I'm trying.

Got a note about the next fanfic meetup though~ It's this Sunday. I'm looking forward to it. It promises to be quite epic~ We should get more newbies turning up now. One of them - RayRay - has been trying to show up ever since it first started but other obligations have always kept her away. This time though, she should make it. ^_^

And the week after that should be the anime/furmeet with Nightwind and his boytoy. >.> I definitely don't want to miss that this time. D: Although I should check the date, just to be sure...


Oh god.

The advert I just saw on TV?

All I saw on the screen before it went off were the words: "FROM GIANT TENTACLES TO..."


What the Hell.

What is my mother watching?!

Ficlet #2

Feb. 2nd, 2010 12:27 am
sabulana: (cute sephy)
The second ficlet I wrote over the weekend~ RP-based too~

Training )

Ficlet #1

Feb. 2nd, 2010 12:08 am
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The first of a couple ficlets I wrote, based on the RP between myself and Arwen~ <3 Both are Seph/Rinoa and both are fluffy and probably cavity-inducing. I would apologise for any dentist bills that may occur from reading this but honestly, I'm not ashamed in the slightest. <3 If these weren't dependent on knowledge of the RP, they'd go up in my writing journal. Intentionally short, because I've not had the attention span for anything lengthy lately. 


A Moment of Domestic Bliss )
sabulana: (sabulana dansen)
Finally given in to temptation and reserved Sephiroth at [ profile] thewake_rp

5000 words to go for NaNoWriMo and now I have an app to work on. What a good thing it is that I have no life. -_-;

sabulana: (Default)

Seeeeeeph! Stop iiiiiiiiiiit!

I can't concentrate on my NaNo with this going on!

XD So, basically I decided to take a break from NaNoing for a while to RP and now I can't stop.

It's crazy. I'm loving it. I've got barely 500 words written all day but I'm loving it. XD

Posted up a couple chapters of my novel on FA but I still need to put them up on my writing journal. >.> I wouldn't take too much time but... Well. It means switching accounts. And I really do have to get on with typing... I'm in the middle of an awesome scene but I'm flailing over whether my character is...well... in character. Which is idiotic because he's the one in my head telling me how it's all going to go.

In RL news~ I've not been sleeping so well. I had a bizarre dream the other night about a pacifist dictatorship, vampires and a ventriloquist who kept making his shoes talk in order to tell me they were designer shoes from Italy. And I think I spent a lot of time looking our of a window. Or at a huge TV screen.

Um. I really should get on with my novel now...

sabulana: (Nothing can take me apart)

Once upon a time, Sabby ended up being talked into joining a roleplay. Her first on LJ, since the last forum-based game she was in died. She sucked at that anyway. But Sabby was better now, and trying very hard. She liked this new game and had a lot of fun playing. There were ups and downs, of course, but overall it was very enjoyable.

Then the Endgame came. At first, Sabby was excited to be a part of it. But then everything got so big and confusing. It seemed like people were splitting off into their own groups and Sabby, never incredibly social and not playing the most social of characters, started feeling left out. And the feeling was getting worse and worse...and it still is.

I refuse to drop out so close to the end. I want to see this through to the very last. But...I'm not really enjoying it anymore. It's becoming too stressful. I can't even think of tagging the one thread on Day One I still have going with Sephiroth. I'm faring no better with Tasslehoff either. logs elsewhere... The thing with Vincent and Seph in the musebox is a lot more fun. And I'm getting Seph started on his little plot thing in [info]piecesofworlds - which I need to tag back. [info]regenesisrpg needs a little more interest though. I got an email from someone about it and responded but nothing else. Still, it's early days yet and I need to exercise a little patience.

And...the little...AIM RP that's sprung up with Arwen and Tana. o.o I swear, I cannot control Sephiroth at all. I'm just his typing monkey. None of it was ever planned - at least in my mind - but it still works. And...speaking of this little RP, here's a very short fic I'm dedicating to Arwen, since she helped to inspire it. >_>

A little background info for anyone reading this who doesn't know - Seph has a bit of a crush on Rinoa. With Genesis' help, they've managed to get further than simply being friends but it's still at beginning stages. Sephiroth is still getting used to dealing with emotions and he and Rinoa are still learning about each other. It's so sweet sometimes, I'm getting cavities.

Title: Preparation
Characters/Pairing: Sephiroth/Rinoa
Disclaimer: Don't own these characters, never will. Except for my Sephiroth Play Arts figure. <3
Warnings: Fluff of the hetero kind. And it might not make complete sense. >_>
Summary: Sephiroth recieves some unexpected news~


Preparation )
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So...yesterday was randomly miserable. Completely miserable. I burst into tears for no reason I can think of at one point. >_> Right before dinner too, where I had to sit with my boyfriend's family and hope they didn't mention my eyes looking a little red.

I'm happier today though. I'm blaming all yesterday on hormones and a distincts lack of chocolate.

I've given up trying to keep track of Daisychain. >_> I still need to get Tasslehoff involved but I guess he'll have to wait a couple hours.

Also. I had a dream. Sephiroth, Genesis and random vikings! Hell yeah! XD Just wish I didn't keep waking up during it.

Anyway. Finally getting Seph's plot started in[info]piecesofworlds. Slowly. I'm building up to the main part. <3 And then after that... Regenesis. >3

sabulana: (sabulana dansen)

dskl;fjaj;k;aslkdjf They extended Day Two by another two days~ I am so frickin' relieved it's not funny. *flails* Since I haven't gotten either character involved in Day 2 yet. I think I need Eve to tag back on Day One. If that's not done by the time I get back, I'll give the mun a nudge. I want to get Seph's telepathy post done soon without backdating it too much.

I still haven't put Tas in Day 2 but I will do before I go - want to get him healed then he can do whatever.

Got to get my little plot going on Pieces too. >_>

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Been getting some Endgame plotting going on~ Whoo! But I still have to contact Shiki-mun and see if we can expect Shiki at some point. I also have plans to get Seph and Eve on to the other ship with Cloud and Zack. Going to poke Gen-mun at some point for Arwen too and see if she's taking part in the endgame.

*bounces with excitment*

It's making my head spin, all this activity and plotting and everything. It's stressful but I'm also finding it somewhat fun too.

Still...I think I'm be quite relieved when it's all over and the madness is over.

Now...gonna go figure out more stuff for Tas to do while I wait for responses to him. And tag with Seph too.
sabulana: (OMGWTF?!)


...That is all.

sabulana: (Nothing can take me apart)

Why is it so hard to tag lately? Sephiroth's responses are there in my head but it's all...wordless emotion and expressions and I can't find the words to adequately communicate it all.

And don't even get me started on Tas. Bloody kender. -_-

I'm starting to look forward to next week but...

I need to hear back from my boyfriend rather urgently. It is edging ever closer to Friday and I would like to know whether I'm staying at his sister's to help look after the kids this weekend or not. He said he would phone her and ask and then phone me but my last missed call off him was before I even reminded him to ask. So...he's forgotten again. I guess I should call him but it's too late now. He won't be in bed but his parents will and I'll have to call the house phone - Iain talks too much for me to use the landline to call his mobile and I have no credit on mine. It will simply have to wait until tomorrow or Friday. I assume he will call on Friday. He's been busy with Gateway to Work in Pallion this week and next so I don't know what time I'd have to go over his.

Of course, I might just be flailing over nothing because he'll forget to ask until it's too late and I can't. Because his sister really should have more warning than a day - or, worst case scenario, me just turning up on the doorstep - which I wouldn't do anyway. Yes, I'm welcome round there but I don't want to impose.

Anyway. Probably time I thought about going to bed. I've been so tired lately and I have work in the morning.

Can't quite believe I finish on Friday. Amy completed my leaving paperwork yesterday. Guess they can't wait to be rid of me. XD Not really though. She asked Darren how I've been doing and he had nothing but nice stuff to say - reliable, trustworthy, gets the job done and doesn't have to be told twice, gained a lot of confidence - but I'm still quiet. It's not a bad thing because I speak up when I need to and it's just part of who I am.


There's been another girl helping out these last couple weeks. I had thought that she might be my 'replacement'. But she has a placement interview tomorrow elsewhere and the other woman who might be helping out has an interview on Friday for a job. So they might be left without all help from Friday onwards. >_> I feel a bit bad. Even with help from me and anyone else on placement, the admins are really rushed off their feet, always busy and always pestered for everything. But I guess there will be new help soon. I hope some new people are sourced for placements there - before Friday. I would help train them up in what to do. I was going to do that with Danielle but she might be going somewhere else now so... *shrugs*

...Damn it, I want a proper job.
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*whimpers* V-vincent... ;_;

God...everything seems now.

Vincent is dying. Dead. Daisychain is ending. My work placement is endng. I just...gods. I don't know.
sabulana: (cute sephy)

Damn but the silver yo-yo is chatty today. -_-  Shut up, Sparkleroth! Let Tas get a word in somewhere damn it!

Made a start on Ragnarok advertising. It was on my week-old to do list. 'Bout time I got around to it. I'll finish it tomorrow. I'm too tired to mess about with formatting right now.

Jobsearch day today. Heard back from a couple places to tell me I was unsuccessful. Then we had yet another exercise on 'Equality and Diversity'. Pointless but better than memorizing newspapers for hours on end.

Made a little more progress on Nightwind's story. He still hasn't gotten back to me after I emailed him. Had a random text saying he wants to switch jobs and go work for Barclay's the other day though.

...and it's his birthday soon. I don't have the money for a present. I saw the perfect thing a while back but by the time I had the money for it, there weren't any left. ;_; I guess his present will have to be draft chapters of his story. Maybe free. He did say he was paying me to write it but we haven't discussed charges yet. *shrugs*

Now. Gonna finish one more tag and go to bed already.


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