Once upon a time, Sabby ended up being talked into joining a roleplay. Her first on LJ, since the last forum-based game she was in died. She sucked at that anyway. But Sabby was better now, and trying very hard. She liked this new game and had a lot of fun playing. There were ups and downs, of course, but overall it was very enjoyable.( Preparation )
Then the Endgame came. At first, Sabby was excited to be a part of it. But then everything got so big and confusing. It seemed like people were splitting off into their own groups and Sabby, never incredibly social and not playing the most social of characters, started feeling left out. And the feeling was getting worse and worse...and it still is.
I refuse to drop out so close to the end. I want to see this through to the very last. But...I'm not really enjoying it anymore. It's becoming too stressful. I can't even think of tagging the one thread on Day One I still have going with Sephiroth. I'm faring no better with Tasslehoff either.
Now...my logs elsewhere... The thing with Vincent and Seph in the musebox is a lot more fun. And I'm getting Seph started on his little plot thing in piecesofworlds - which I need to tag back. regenesisrpg needs a little more interest though. I got an email from someone about it and responded but nothing else. Still, it's early days yet and I need to exercise a little patience.
And...the little...AIM RP that's sprung up with Arwen and Tana. o.o I swear, I cannot control Sephiroth at all. I'm just his typing monkey. None of it was ever planned - at least in my mind - but it still works. And...speaking of this little RP, here's a very short fic I'm dedicating to Arwen, since she helped to inspire it. >_>
A little background info for anyone reading this who doesn't know - Seph has a bit of a crush on Rinoa. With Genesis' help, they've managed to get further than simply being friends but it's still at beginning stages. Sephiroth is still getting used to dealing with emotions and he and Rinoa are still learning about each other. It's so sweet sometimes, I'm getting cavities.
Disclaimer: Don't own these characters, never will. Except for my Sephiroth Play Arts figure. <3
Warnings: Fluff of the hetero kind. And it might not make complete sense. >_>
Summary: Sephiroth recieves some unexpected news~